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feel like writing..but there's nothing to be wrote..(actually ada,loads,tapi ntah)..

it's friday,and tomorrow is saturday..day after saturday is sunday,again..we have to face sunday..(as if i can skip "this" sunday...)..me and husband are afraid of sunday..i really dont want to remember those bloody sundays...but i have to admit,i am not having an amnesia,and i still can remember them CLEARLY!i can tell u what happen,how,why,and when..

But i just dont want!

But no matter how ive tried to erase them away,no matter how i force my memory to stop playing those 'video again',no matter how hard i try to get rid off it... it still there..still fresh..

i know it sounds stupid,but i feel like he's watching us,and chasing us..........